I am tired at the moment.
I have had some stressful things going on and my body hurts from holding it in.
I see the news and feel a hopelessness of all that is going on around us.
It got suddenly dark and to get out of bed feels a big groan in the morning and an early escape in the evening.
What’s the antidote to this?
My studio!
How often have I gone in?
NOWHERE near enough.
Where do I drag myself these days?
TO my studio.
What am I making?
Messy, rubbish.
How good does it feel?
Sooooo good.
I have given myself permission.
Permission to be a bit rubbish.
Permission to not have a clue what this is.
Permission to do it anyway without stressing.
I have had to give myself quite a bit of permission recently.
To not make my calendar this year.
To not go to any Christmas markets.
To hold things still a bit.
To try something new with my art.
I was stressed in the world.
There was no need to bring it to my work.
Things are changing.
Things are shifting.
In the studio that is a good thing.
In the studio I can play with that.
If you are feeling the futuristic concerns.
Can you give yourself permission somewhere to play with that?
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